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“THE DAILY DEATH BUGLE”
Editor Tom Thumb
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Three weeks ago things took a turn for the worst for me which resulted in been sectioned at Great Oaks. For seventeen days i was incarcerated against my will. I believe this was all due to the issues originally created by the mental health and social workers, DHSS and local police and council organizations. The hunger strikes that i participated in were due to the conspiracies against me and also for the breaches against my civil and human rights.
To start with when i first arrived as a patient at Great Oaks i was full of anger due to the mistreatment i had received before i was sectioned. Every time it seemed like i was about to turn a corner and get somewhere, i was just met by more brick walls. The false hopes and broken promises took their toll on me and made me feel depressed. Let me say although i felt angry i never was aggressive towards anyone else.
During the first few days of been incarcerated i did consider resuming my hunger strike and also starting a smear campaign. It seemed as though things couldn’t get any worse and my incarceration just added to the long list of problems i had been facing over the previous months. After thinking about this for sometime i realized that although it would be a protest against the injustices against me, It may make things worse and lead to me been incarcerated for a longer period of time.something that i didn’t want.
Over the days whilst i was there i was visited several times by social works and mental heath to discuss what had been happening and led to me be sectioned. I explained the situation and the spiral of decline which had brought me to where i currently was and once again was told that they would help me rectify the wrong doings against me but i would require certain conditions.
The conditions were that i was to behave and comply to the rules and regulations of Great Oaks. I was also not allowed to resume any hunger strike and also had to take forced medication. It was an injections which left me spending many a night unable to sleep. I complied to all that was asked of me in the hope that things would be sorted and i would be allowed to return home.
On Monday 13th May i was finally allowed home and had a sense that there was a silver lining in the dark clouds and that the end to the previous months was finally in sight.
Over this past week i have been visited by social worker to check how i am and also help me in sorting everything out and fill in the paperwork and get the necessary bits required for me to get what i was rightfully owed in the first place.On Wednesday i was told that they were trying to rush my money through and that i should expect to see in in my account shortly.On Thursday the social worker sorted things with the doctor regarding my forced medication and also the certificates i needed for the processing of the money owed to me. The medication is something that even though i don’t like taking am still required to. The side effects of sleepless nights are still affecting me which is why i am currently looking into appealing against forced meds. i have also been given a Section 3 which basically means that if i return to hunger striking etc they can incarcerate me whenever they want.
Friday today and at the moment still no money in my account and i am feeling like i am back at square one again and what caused my protests in the first place. it just seems to be more breaches of my human rights as once again i am left with no money to live and little food, gas and electric. I currently have £6.00 but due to living in a rural area and not been able to afford petrol for my bike, have no way of getting into the local town to buy shopping, Seems like a no win situation which i see resulting in me once again been incarcerated due to something i have no control over.
I still hope for a life in Belgium. whether its just a dream or whether it becomes reality still hangs in the balance.
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